I
think that I have always been more of an introvert... I usually am
quite stable... Also when caring for young children and/or am in a very
comfortable situation (or I know I "need" to be a hostess) I can become
more extroverted. This image came from a friends F.B. page and I
decided to post it against my better judgement.
Well,
not exactly. I decided to post it because since July I have been going
around in circles and yesterday (Friday) I realized that I had hit
pretty much every single item suggested on the entire image (plus more
if that is possible?)... I try to post something here daily because it
is something that keeps me connected. I am getting help but some days
it seems like my health sets me up against the world to fail at
absolutely everything. Yesterday was a perfect example of crazy - I
slept for about 16 hours, only getting up maybe three times and stayed
awake perhaps half an hour each time. Then around 8pm I knew I had to
go for a walk because I had not walked since Sunday and I did great,
just over a mile again. Once I got back however I felt like I was going
to collapse, even after eating and extra water. I rested yet again then
double checked my doctors appointments for the coming week (two),
finished the last three chapters of my book, and am trying to watch
television so I can be up for maybe three hours (yet I am already
feeling tired). So frustrated on one hand, but on the other... I walked
today so that is good right?
Stressed, tired,
frustrated -- and very bothered that I cannot (that I do not want?) to
pretend that things are okay. At least not today. Putting on a happy
face does not make things better and yet I dislike posting continuously
negative types of things. Shall try to turn things around at least a
bit this weekend... Temperatures are finally continuing to go down which
is a much needed relief! Thank you for any extra positive thoughts that
can be sent my way, I am just...stuck.
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